Shri was sitting in the cozy clinic of Dr. Mrs. Sunitha, who was a middle aged woman,a psychiatrist and a family friend as well. Reason he was now married for nine months and it was as if he had been married for years. He did not find his wife attractive anymore. The once a day sex had been reduced to once in a blue moon sex, that too it had become so very mechanical it had hardly made any difference to him. He never was able to say whether his wife P had ever experienced an orgasm for the past few months. These days he found an aversion towards his wife and this made him anxious. Was he to destined to live with a woman who could never satisfy his lust.
Doctor: "Hi Shri, how are you?
S: "Hello , i am fine how are you?
Doctor: "Fine. And how is your married life ?
S: "There are problems....
His eyes looked sad and he was shifting his eyes all across the room
... well... hmm how should i say it.
Doctor: Come on S, i have known you since you were a little child. Keeping problems under a wrap wont solve your troubles. Would you like to have a coffe to make you relaxed.
She went over to her side cabinet in the office. Shri's eyes followed her appreciating her well toned buttocks. His imagination wandered and he wondered how curvaceous her buttocks were. What are you doing you pervert? a voice inside him called out. All your life she has always been like an elder sister to you and how can you think of such crap. Heat was spreading through his loins and he could experience he was hard. Guilt overcame him, he looked away towards a painting on the far wall.
Doctor: Here have this. It will relax you " handing him a mug of hot black coffee.
" How is the coffee"
S: "Thanks didi. Its wonderful. Well married life is not going to strong." He paused for a good half a minute looking at his own shoes.
Doctor: " Well go one"
S:" You see we do not enjoy having sex with each other the way we did after marriage. Things have become so bad that we find absolutely no fun in foreplay. I am getting attracted to almost every woman that i see but every time i come home to my wife i feel like running away from her. I love her very much but i just dont know why i am not getting attracted to her sexually the way i get attracted to other woman."
Doctor was hearing him with a rapt attention. She adjusted her glasses and nodded her head several times and said
"Well you have been a victim of of one of the deadliest sin. It is lust. Let me get this straight, you say you love your wife which is not entirely true. "
"I do"
"please do not interrupt me Shri" her tone was a bit harsh
" I am sorry" he said and his tone was lot softer
" Well what you think is love is not love at all and what you people did few months ago after your marriage was not the eternal love that you were experiencing but moment that swept you in a colossal sea of an inner desire to satisfy your own self, and the name of the sea was Lust". she said with the same harsh expression on her face
" You say every other woman is attracting your attention. Does this happen when your wife is around you"
"Yes it does. She gets upset after that" he humbly said.
"Which wife would not."
" What do i need to do" he asked.
" At first take the pen and write as i say and dont question. Take this sheet of paper and here is the pen"
Then she furiously began to dictate the him and he struggled to keep up the pace. Finally it was all over.
"I want you to give this to your wife tonight" she said. He looked up at her and he was thoroughly confused with its contents.
" But what is all this" he said.
" You will get all the answers. Just do as i have told you. Its an apology letter as you see. Meet me tomorrow and get Padma along with you. Lets catch up at the North City Mall. I will wait for you at KFC's see you".
Doctor: "Hi Shri, how are you?
S: "Hello , i am fine how are you?
Doctor: "Fine. And how is your married life ?
S: "There are problems....
His eyes looked sad and he was shifting his eyes all across the room
... well... hmm how should i say it.
Doctor: Come on S, i have known you since you were a little child. Keeping problems under a wrap wont solve your troubles. Would you like to have a coffe to make you relaxed.
She went over to her side cabinet in the office. Shri's eyes followed her appreciating her well toned buttocks. His imagination wandered and he wondered how curvaceous her buttocks were. What are you doing you pervert? a voice inside him called out. All your life she has always been like an elder sister to you and how can you think of such crap. Heat was spreading through his loins and he could experience he was hard. Guilt overcame him, he looked away towards a painting on the far wall.
Doctor: Here have this. It will relax you " handing him a mug of hot black coffee.
" How is the coffee"
S: "Thanks didi. Its wonderful. Well married life is not going to strong." He paused for a good half a minute looking at his own shoes.
Doctor: " Well go one"
S:" You see we do not enjoy having sex with each other the way we did after marriage. Things have become so bad that we find absolutely no fun in foreplay. I am getting attracted to almost every woman that i see but every time i come home to my wife i feel like running away from her. I love her very much but i just dont know why i am not getting attracted to her sexually the way i get attracted to other woman."
Doctor was hearing him with a rapt attention. She adjusted her glasses and nodded her head several times and said
"Well you have been a victim of of one of the deadliest sin. It is lust. Let me get this straight, you say you love your wife which is not entirely true. "
"I do"
"please do not interrupt me Shri" her tone was a bit harsh
" I am sorry" he said and his tone was lot softer
" Well what you think is love is not love at all and what you people did few months ago after your marriage was not the eternal love that you were experiencing but moment that swept you in a colossal sea of an inner desire to satisfy your own self, and the name of the sea was Lust". she said with the same harsh expression on her face
" You say every other woman is attracting your attention. Does this happen when your wife is around you"
"Yes it does. She gets upset after that" he humbly said.
"Which wife would not."
" What do i need to do" he asked.
" At first take the pen and write as i say and dont question. Take this sheet of paper and here is the pen"
Then she furiously began to dictate the him and he struggled to keep up the pace. Finally it was all over.
"I want you to give this to your wife tonight" she said. He looked up at her and he was thoroughly confused with its contents.
" But what is all this" he said.
" You will get all the answers. Just do as i have told you. Its an apology letter as you see. Meet me tomorrow and get Padma along with you. Lets catch up at the North City Mall. I will wait for you at KFC's see you".
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